Dr Crush !

From my Diary in Medical life as a Doctor ,,

Dr Crush !! 

In the days of studying medicine , despite the busy life of studying and work , our hearts still can find the chance to skip a beat and make us flutter ! 

I am writing about my longest crush ,, with my colleague in the same field . Starting with My Love by Westlife , a song that many can relate to in their love stories 

The story started with my first days working as a new resident , it was my second Oncall .

That oncall was special to me because I was alone , covering the service on a holiday so obviously it was a busy day !

By the Afternoon , my pager started to ring , I was almost about to rest and take a nap , I did not even eat anything or drink water .. so honestly I hated hearing that bleep and and tiredly have answered that call , then got so annoyed about the situation and the one who was talking to me ! because he was not supposed to be the first one to see the patient but me as the case was simply a first onset seizure and I am the first call Neurologist and he is the first call Neurosurgeon , and usually these cases unless there is a clear reason for neurosurgery to be involved , the case has to be seen by a Neurologist first . What really got me annoyed that he was telling me the plan for the case that still I did not see ! 

Things I Wish I Could Have Told Myself 5 Years Ago

1. You spend too much time worried about the vapid opinions of jealous, little people. What you have to know is that nothing will define you unless you let it. You are only whoever you decide you are. You are not a democracy. There is nothing that anybody can say that will change who you are, unless you take it to heart and you let it.

2. There is no designated time for anything in your life. You don’t have to have your first kiss at any certain time, you don’t have to get married in your 20′s and you don’t have to do anything just because other people think it’s best. In fact, you will be much better off if you just do what your heart says. The day you stop caring what other people think is the day their opinions don’t mean anything, because you’re not there to give them weight.

3. What’s important is that you have to be kind to people, and you have to do your best. Learn to put other people first. Learn to not freak out over little, petty things. There are much bigger problems in life that you will one day have to worry about, and while I know your 9th grade drama seems like the be-all-end-all trust me, it’s not.

Kim Yuna , The Dreamer !

I was shocked knowing the Figure skater Kim Yuna 

is retired .. but when I read more about her ,, i have a great respect now to her decision 

It is hard not to take the Gold medal back to back Olympic but Yuna accomplish her real dream and became a great inspiration for the next generation worldwide 

She got First lable in different occasions and World record holder for many times ,, she brought the Olympic to her Country and take an olympic medal with a Korean Coach and her childhood    

coaches ! But above everything she is not a self focused on only her dreams but she do sincerely to her next generation and doing that with being humble ... 

From WB 

Kim Yuna (Hangul: 김연아, Hanja: 金姸兒, IPA: [kimnjʌna]; born 5 September 1990) is a retired South Korean figure skater. She is the 2010 Olympic champion and 2014 silver medalist in ladies' singles; the 2009, 2013 World champion; the 2009 Four Continents champion; a three-time (2006–2007, 2007–2008, 2009–2010) Grand Prix Final champion; the 2006 World Junior champion; the 2005 Junior Grand Prix Final champion; and a six-time (2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2013, 2014) South Korean national champion.

Kim is the first South Korean figure skater to win a medal at an ISU Junior or Senior Grand Prix event, ISU Championship, and the Olympic Games. She is the first female skater to win the Olympic Games, the World Championships, the Four Continents Championships and the Grand Prix Final. She is one of the most highly recognized athletes and media figures in South Korea.^[2] As a result of her numerous accomplishments, she is frequently referred to as "Queen Yuna" by the various medias across the world.^[3]

She is the current record holder for ladies in the short program,^[4] the free skating^[5] and the combined total^[6] under the ISU Judging System. She has broken world record scores 11 times^[4][5][6] under the ISU Judging System since 2007, eight of which being records she herself set. She is also the first female skater to surpass the 140-point and 150-point free skating mark^[5] and the 200-point total mark^[6] under the ISU Judging System. Throughout her entire career, Kim had never finished a competition lower than third place,^[7] a feat that no one so far has accomplished, cementing her status as one of the greatest figure skaters of all time